..it's been 8 monTh's Already when I Last PosTed Here.. Here I Am ChItChattIng NonSenSe StOry AbOut My MeaNinGless LiFe.. Im ReallY TiRed AlReaDy,, Im StUck WiTh ThIs 4 Walled HoUse..gOt NothIng to do But SEat,, Eat.. DreAmIng,, Sleep!! And ThaNks God That AnOther BoRiNg Day Has JuSt EnDed.. It Seems My Life Has No DireCtIon... Im Always Question Myself,, Why am I Here?? What Was I Leave For?? Is There SomeOne Who Cares And UnDersTand DesPiTe Of WHat Im GOiNg ThROugh?? When I Die?? Is There SoMeoNe Who Missed Me?? They Will Cry or Not???
..2 Years?? I Will Wait for That 2 Years!! 2 Years to Change Everything!! But Now Im Useless.. I Will Prove To Them Im Worth Leaving For!! It Really Hurts to hear sUch Kind of Words From Them!! The Words That Cuts My Heart Into The DeePest Corner! "BLACKSHEEP""
12 years ago
don't say you are useless coz your family and your friends love you..and for you to appreciate that, don't focus too much on yourself..instead of feeling bad about those negative remarks you have received, just take it as a challenge. i know you've been through so many pains, but don't allow them to wreck you more. have you ever wondered why you had survived? because you're strong. pains make you stronger. so don't ever lose hope because you can survive all those things.Keep going, God is guiding you always.and forever..^^
ReplyDelete... YeaH Im StRoNg ReaLLy StRoNg And In SoMeHoW, SoMeWAys Im ProUd Of MySelf, But UnTill When I Can SuRViVe?? Im AlWays TrYing To HiDe My FeelIngs Coz I Dnt WanT Them to Knw Im HuRt.. I LauGh, I SmIle,, Is Just That To CoNcEAl My LoNElIness.. I AllOw God To Take The Rest BuT Am I ReallY DOinG A Share?? Am I SeLfish Or Im Just Too ScAred TOo TrUst AGAin??,,HaiZT Hmm BtW TanX2 U've Been a TRue Friend 4 Me! TanK U! Life Had Took Turn 4 The BettEr 4 LettIng ME Know U...
ReplyDeleteif you're going to look on both sides, you're not just alone. everyone is struggling for a good life..you, me, them.we're all level when in comes to that. but the difference is, how they handle things. cry if you need to cry. dont conceal them or else it will damage you- your health especially. been there,done that.friends are just around if you need a shoulder..bzta, pray lang gid always.huki? God won't let you bear the pains alone.
ReplyDeleteill pray 4u too,dontwori =)